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toronto (again) (jueves, 22 de noviembre de 2007),

Well, tomorrow I'm flying back to hochiminh. It's been a fun trip! We went from toronto to montreal to ottawa to niagara to buffalo. I bought stuff. Err, I don't really have anything to say. It's so hard to write stuff nowadays! It's almost as if I've gotten out of practice :( Like, when I'm doing other stuff I start thinking about deep things, but when I actually get down to write something my mind is blank.

..........okay imma go now.

HOKAY IT'S BEEN A COUPLE HOURS and I am inspired by feliciachia's musings! Let's do this.

The thing about sinning is, it feels good. That's what makes it so hard to stop. And I guess while I've been doing my sinning I've stopped myself thinking and reflecting since if I did so I'd probably come to the conclusion that I'm really not supposed to do things like that, which would lead to me stopping! And of course I don't want to stop! But I would if I had to. So I figured by stopping the self-reflecting I didn't have to stop the sinning. I even started rationalising that what I was doing was okay, which was a bad, baaaaaaaad idea. Cos accepting what you're doing makes it harder to change.

Okay time to go I'm flying off tomorrow. One paragraph! I'd say that's a good (re)start.

jueves, noviembre 22, 2007